“I thought how strange it had never occurred to me before that I was only purely happy until I was nine years old.” – Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar
I’m 24. I seem normal to most people; I’m good at pretending I’m ok. I’ve had years of practice.
That quote from Sylvia Plath resonates with something in me. If I were to draw a line through my life, and separate out the good from the bad, it would be at 7 years old. Before that, life was all candy and laughter. After that, things got…complicated.
your comment absolutely touched me
ReplyDeletein a way no one else on this
blog community ever has...
it really did make me feel less alone
knowing that someone else out there
is in the same boat as me
i am glad i was able to give you
that same feeling :)
we also have the same stats haha
my highest weight was 189 and
i want to be 120 as well
but im finding a really hard time
giving up anamia...when i try
to stop one, the other takes over
and its just this vicious cycle
just wanted to let you know if you
ever feel alone again,im always
here and willing to talk :)
im glad you stumbled on my blog
LOVE
kED